c'est la vie

today i closed a chapter of my life. how do i feel? numb.

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I wanna thank you for the pain,
Thanks for the love you never gave,
For all the hugs covered with lies
And for an end with no good bye.

bits and pieces

I was dreaming you will make me fly
I was hoping you wont make me cry
Always waiting for a pretty smile
Never ready for a cruel goodbye.

D END

Im throwing all the memories
Wishing I never met you in this life
Hoping to get over the pain and sorrow
Blurring your image in my mind.

Your kisses were the biggest lie
And all the smiles were never just for me
I was naive and now i’m paying
While you are playing with another fool.

Tonight I cried the last time over you
Cant stand to be pathetic one more day
I learnt a lesson and it was the hard way
But now I’m sure that soon I’ll be OK!

endings

I didn’t know how to resist
I tried, I failed and now I miss
Yeah, I do miss those bluish eyes
the touches and the candid smiles.

So many things I didn’t tell
and all the dreams burnt in this hell..
I know in time I will be fine
Though I will die inside, with pride.

Its just too sad you’ll never know
Or if you will, you’ll never show.
Try to be careful with your heart
Don’t lose it bleeding in the dark.

bits and pieces

i wonder if your heart can feel
or is it love something surreal?
you promised nothing yet i thought i felt
your blue eyes ..feeling sorry when i left.
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you were part of my world but not for long,
you removed yourself kindly and yet painfully..

mixed emotions

it started simple, nice and true
looking for smiles, chatting a few
then all the good things disappeared
a storm of feelings much too weird.

i just dont wanna fall in love
when loving you it feels so wrong
i struggle with myself and cry
trying to cool my heart this time

my days no longer start with sun
loving is good but not this time
you need the freedom, i need peace
let me forget you, i need this.